Well, we've made the decision to begin the IVF process again. It makes me excited to think that we may actually add more children to our family, but nervous all at the same time because I don't know how things will turn out. One thing I do know is that it's out of our hands and the doctors.
Today I started my cycle which meant I needed to call the nurse and get the ball rolling. For now I'm going to take birth control pills for a couple weeks. I'm not sure how I really feel about this. I haven't taken the pill in seven years. I'm not a big fan of them and glad this is only temporary. Not sure why but our new doctors use this to calm all my insides down before the stimulation process. I'm trusting that they know what is best.
I'm also a little depressed, anxious, worried that this go around I weigh more than I did when we did the IVF process with Raleigh. Not sure if this will effect anything or not (the doctor told me I was fine), but I am concerned about it. I've tried to not eat as much and cut out the sweet teas and sweets, but it's been really hard. I've tried to exercise more, but I have no motivation. Luckily the weather is getting nicer so it's easier to go out, but then I don't want to exercise too much and risk anything. Praying that since I know we've started everything I can really cut out the sweet teas at least because I don't want the caffeine in my body.
Praying for calm in the midst of the storm! God is in control of all this and I need not worry...He's taking care of me.
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