My desire in writing this is to release any feelings I have that I feel I have no one to share them with, to document all that we go through on this journey, and to leave a remembrance with my children of all that God has done, is doing, and will continue to do in our lives.
When we first began the infertility journey in 2004 I didn't write down anything. I saved a lot of things and wanted to go back and write in my feelings, but never did. I wish I had that journey documented better for Raleigh so she could look back on all we went through with her and see just how God answered our prayers. My feelings and desires are the same this time though. I still desire for God to bless our lives with more children. Although I have a child now I still feel incomplete. Even though I sometimes want it quiet, don't want to wake up in the middle of the night, and get frustrated often, I still want more children so my house will be louder, my schedule busier, myself more tired, and my frustrations greater! Children are a blessing from the Lord!
My goal in this blog is for the Lord to be glorified in everything! It is nothing Jason or I do and it's nothing that the doctors do, as we are just vessels for the Lord, but it is all about Him!
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